by squid 5 months ago
I've been taught to play it safe since I was a child. Everything always slipped out of my grasp. And I never seemed to mind. Then you managed to come into my life and make scars that, even decades later, will remind me of the love we had. Can you fathom how beautiful that is? I held onto you tightly because you were the only thing that mattered. Please don't say that my love was suffocating you. I couldn't imagine loving you any less. Maybe we were too young to understand what we had. Maybe I was too naive and blinded by the thought that you could be the one. But our love is something that I think back to during sleepless nights- where the silence drowns me and turns my thoughts into desires that I wish weren't mine.