In hindsight, the solution was obvious.
It was staring me right in the face the entire time but for some reason I had a hard time coming to terms with it.
It wasn't really his fault, in a way I guess you could say it was my fault. I was the one who always wanted to try new things and that night, he had been nowhere to be found. I jumped in with both feet, never once thinking about the consequences.
It was easy for me, I had no ties to anyone or anything. Well except for him.
He, on the other hand, had friends and family but I really didn't take that into consideration.
I was hungry and I didn't yet have control over my own appetite and he was right there in front of me, smelling like Heaven.
He egged me on when he showed me his neck.
I had no choice.
I had to kill him.
But, in my defense, at least we will be together forever.
Unless I decide to stake his ass.
In hindsight, the solution was obvious.